i hate not being able to control myself. i'm impulsive and i shake every time i'm emotionally in a roller coaster. like i am at the moment. must say this has been the most horrid week in this year so far. and i hope it's the only one.

first, my sister forgets to pick me and paulina up at school. thankfully, her cousin is a teacher and she gave us a ride after almost 2 hours of waiting under the bloody hot sun of puerto rico. took us to paulie's mom's office. from there we walked to mickey d's and had lunch. went out to the mall and hung with the homies after showering and dressing up. i bought a black skirt at hot topic which is the shizzle. love it.

today wasn't so good. i got into an arguement with a loved one and it didn't look so good on either of us. but glad to say things are pretty okay now. i guess we just expect much from each other, and we have to take it easy instead of ripping each other's heads off. things will look up. i am sure. i love you.

it's been raining all day. i am actually cold and wearing a jacket. might go to a school activity later on. i'm still considering it. parents get home tonight from iowa but straight to a party. leah is in love with my dad because 'he's hot'. psycho.

oh and i was left this comment on my poem 'Words to an Unknown' but on another site (made my day):
"One of the first things that made me fall in love with your writing was the fact that each one makes me think so much.
There is so much of your heart in each of your poems and I think that I get some inspiration each time I read your work."


Much love to all <3